perfectactor | Another loser anthem

WHY THE HELL do some people take privilege in saying communication online makes things easier for us and allows us to avoid real-life? I'm as socially clumsy, insecure, and avoidant online as I would be with a room full of people. I'm having the same problems in reaching out or opening up, and even maintaining a conversation/ correspondence. I still fuck-up relationships by revealing a side of me that isn't even me. I'm passionate and boring, flirty and ambigious all at once, all-consuming inside me. Stop acting like you're fucking impressed, and then ignore me when I can't back that up. And don't think I have nothing to offer just because I have nothing to say to you.This is for everyone who ever got dumped of someone's friend list.